Maybe you’re just growing up? As I get older I just don’t have the emotional or mental capacity to really care that much about trivial knowledge anymore. Maybe you’re sad to let go of a love and an obsession that is tied concretely to your now fleeting youth…, and that’s a valid feeling. Ride it out and find out where you land maybe you’ll pick up a new love or obsession.
Never done it, usually decomposed into wedges and grilled in a basket with other veggies like garlic, mushrooms, and golden beets. They do it with half onions at a Lebanese restaurant near me they are sweet and delicious!