My dad was on point with religion. Partially maybe “got”. An ex alcoholic etc… but he is somewhat down to earth.

My mom didn’t/doesn’t understand spirituality …i don’t think. It’s just raw religious power. Her Mom was my babysitter for the first 6 years of my life. I wasn’t allowed to watch Nickelodeon. I think I vaguely remember not being able to watch sesame street. She would talk about angels.

I don’t disagree with her now… Nickelodeon and sesame Street is bullshit. But I don’t think I wouldn’t let a kid watch it or call it evil like if you watched it you’d go to hell… Ide teach them that it’s marketed ideology being taught, or at least try…

But as a kid. Maybe 8 or 9 I didn’t realize it absolutely at the time but I was gay curious. I told myself I would kill myself because from my environment I knew that was wrong. I always told myself at least by the time I graduated highschool I would kms. Graduation came… I found weed and alcohol… So I stayed alive. I said… At 21 I will kill myself. My 21st b day came. I got stoned and drank till I was wasted and hated every moment of it. I stayed alive. I’ll kms when I’m 25 I said. I turned 25… Same story… Weed and alcohol… underground interest…

I’m almost 40 now. And life gets more fucked … But now I dgaf. Fuck this place.

I’ve put a noise around my neck and tightened it till I pass out.

Everyday it looks more real that you m not crazy and American life might be a hell for humanity.

Memes aren’t healthy.

It’s called a coup. The same thing our government orchestrated in other countries.

It was time for that like 25 years ago. Fuck… I just realized 9/11 was 24 years ago.

And honesty it might be time watch all these 1st world nations like they aren’t quite right.

Maybe there are multiple bad guy camps. Maybe he’s someone’s bitch specifically so he won’t go to prison like some sort of extortion.

What if Epstein was fucked with because he was stepping on the feet of bigger people?

…like bloods/ms13/crips eat the smaller gangs, mafias use and eat the street gangs, the cartel eats and uses the Mafia… The Mexican cartel says they have people in the American government. Trump has past ties to NYC mob families. I think people get desensitized to how real organized crime is because of Hollywood and entertainment.

Personally I think as long as one is even playing that game then they are the bad guy. …but at the same time you can’t fight it without playing it. It’s like a paradox of hell.

Everyday it seems to become clearer that American culture as whole is a problem. But that’s not something people are allowed to talk about.

It’s like criminal convincing homeless people to do their dirty work. Except it’s probably most orchestrated through social media.

My parents were strict about things that didn’t matter. They taught swear words and being gay was bad but never taught me anything about surviving life or making money or managing hobbies or anything having to do with self growth or independence.

They limited my ability to grow. Along with society at the time and then blamed me when for it when I became an adult and was socially dysfunctional.

It’s weird… If you’re not teaching your kids no one really is. They’ll end up learning from entertainment or people taking advantage of them. But still people have kids like it’s a set it and forget it process and then blame the kid/person for not knowing x thing.

I don’t disagree agree with most of that… The only difference is I think there’s people above all of them.

Have you seen the Century of Self documentary about the beginning of using psychology in government and marketing? It’s old and outdated but now things are more advanced. What’s in that documentary sounds true, and I wonder what it’s like in the modern day with algorithms, data mining, and ai.

Does Steve Bannon believe this stuff?

I think the fed use people like him. Just another scape goat while they do their thing. It’s a psychological social war and most people don’t understand the game that is being played from Steve bannon to politicians to regular everyday people.

State Medicaid. Just make sure you keep your wage under the limits.

Don’t do this… But that’s what he means.

Sell drugs or have a hustle on the side and get more money. /S

It’s the same game from the street to the big businesses. Big businesses and rich people just make charities and get offshore bank accounts to rape our economy.

Get to the point that you don’t want their products. Consuming their stuff at all is like sporting brand name cloths and covering the logo.

Once you do this you will find you don’t need most of it and it’s just a waste of time anyway. The stuff that is authentic and that you genuinely need you can support.

It’s honestly like quitting drugs.

I mean CIA and FBI probably have fucked up America more than cops tbh. They probably just had more funds to hide it.

It’s all the same game from the streets to the feds. It’s just different families. #mafia

Can’t trust Americans.

Nwo is the old governments.

That’s crazy, I haven’t seen anyone walking around dressed up like a dildo.

Didn’t read the article, but it’s possible to get a 3d map with wifi. They can probably see you.

There is no privacy or security.

I have an iPad… But I think I would have been happy with with one of those gaming tablets that basically a regular laptop without a keyboard.

Idk I could see america trying to fit a third dick in its figurative ass.

…like its nothing.