So you would rather assist with war crimes/genocide than live in poverty? I would rather serve crack than serve the empire.

They’re saying the quiet part aloud. Imagine the gov publicly stating the Iraq war is for oil.

Well that’s exactly it. If you’ve suffered from abuse and trauma but you live in poverty, you won’t be able to afford the resources to manage your mental health. As well as the added weight of homelessness, hunger, debt collectors coming after you, can be the straw that breaks the camel’s back.

Comrade, if you go I will miss you.

There’s not really much I can say to help you but personally I found this video helpful for times when I have the hot flush of embarassment for something I did a long time ago: toxic shame: what it is and how to heal from it

This article is about Australian suicide rates but the main point applies: the determining factor when it comes to suicide is poverty.

https://www.sbs.com.au/nitv/the-point/article/understanding-the-suicide-crisis-raising-people-out-of-poverty-is-prevention/5cew2lugr

I will give you one more good article to read from last year, but you have already been given dozens of informative sources : https://www.thepostil.com/the-military-situation-in-the-ukraine/

Please just take a break from commenting, being defensive and having a debate attitude. Read/watch the information already given to you, it has all been explained. If you still think the thousands of Russian speakers killed in the east of Ukraine is not a pogrom then you are not “just asking questions” in good faith.

Warning, extremely graphic and disturbing: https://youtu.be/-M33UUZCSSs

A lecture by John Mearsheimer discussing the start of the ukraine conflict: https://youtu.be/JrMiSQAGOS4

I also recommend watching Ukraine on fire documentary by Oliver Stone.

Edit: sorry replied to the wrong person