My back is killing me. I’ve never felt more old. Otherwise doing alright.

Terrible. Collapsed at my job the other day after years of rising stress and low pay. Now I’ll have nothing. My son is 12 and he’s twice the man I am. I’m a bad example to him and a lousy father.

I just want to go to sleep and not wake up anymore.

Went to some street markets. It’s full of people and it was raining a little bit. Tired but relaxed.