Not horrendously bad? I had a depressive episode and nearly made some bad choices, but looking at it objectively, everything’s fine externally. Weren’t any outside factors getting worse that drove me here, nothing I can’t bounce back from.

I think I’m just tired the gym/work/sleep cycle every single day, but it feels like whenever I try to expand, the door gets slammed in my face.

Hoping something pans out soon.